The Road to Redemption

As my academic journey draws closer to an end, I find myself subjected to the most random, evasive questions that back me into a corner of uncertainty. My vague responses give subtle hints that I have not fully tapped into the power of my "next move." I've listened carefully to everyone's feedback and taken it into consideration. However, I have not felt a tug on my heart into any desired pathway.

Honestly, I've not fallen in love with my course of studies and I have reservations about my options. I've patiently ingested the criticism offered by those who have tallied up my strengths and compared them against my weakness. I've entertained the calculated risks associated with current availabilities.

However, I can't accurately articulate (in the natural) what God is doing (in the spiritual realm), but my soul is awakening to supernatural possibilities that don't even exist at the moment. I am believing God for the impossible! I am believing that He will use my gifts as an instrument for his glory, regardless of where my feet land. I am believing God for "favor"- that David kind of anointing.

The favor that "slays" the giants of oppression, rejection and any lingering depression.
That favor that "grants" access to "missed opportunities" because man said, "I wasn't animated enough for the intended audience."
That favor that "dismantles" the enemy's weapons of attacks on the battlefield of my mind.

Whatever season you are walking through, just remember the enemy can not abort what God has ordained to live.

Your pain will subside.
Your wounds will heal.
Your scars won't be visible.

We've all heard the phrase, "New levels, new devils."( But victory belongs to Jesus!) WE WIN!!!

You endured the persecution.
You conquered the crushing.
You triumphed over the enemy's territory.

"Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.-James 4:7

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