New Altitudes in Him

I automatically assumed that I was a “change agent” by default, until I kept stumbling over the past, fumbling new plays, and sabotaging wins. Every time I conquered one demon, another showed up.

Evolution was a tedious process that I frowned upon and met with reluctance.

I took my L’s like an OG.

It was like a badge of honor that kept me relevant in the hood.

It kept me humble on church pews on Sunday and was evidence of my humanity on Monday.

I straddled the fence of know better and do better.

I praised in a public posture, but dipped in desperation when the Holy Spirit escorted me home. The anointing vexed those ill-fitting garments of generational curses that hid underneath my skirt. It pierced my heart with truth till I bleed--freedom.

Something about freedom scared me, because my heart grew institutionalized by pain.

I couldn’t sit on couches of darkness and drink Tequila till numbness immobilized my feet.

I couldn’t ration my goods as a sacrificial offering to culprits disguised as suitors.

I couldn’t lay by the pool expecting a rescue mission to scoop me up out of helplessness.

I couldn’t freely sit in bondage to escape freedom that the Light (God) already offered.

My season had changed.
My keys unlocked new doors of opportunities.
My proclivity towards darkness was rooted in lies of generational curses that no longer concealed my pain.

God rewired my internal GPS, changed my direction, and shifted me into anew path of self-discovery.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you , plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

No matter how far you've ventured off course, you're still within reach of God's promises. It's NOT TOO LATE! You have the keys to unlock all of your blessings. Will you commit to CHANGE on today?

God is waiting to take you to new dimensions in Him.

Will you go?

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